Udah...

You know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy; even if you're not part of their happiness.
(Unknown)

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I've met my bf yesterday and told him all those things! Including, about how i tried to hack his email couple months ago of corz with my friends help.... ^^ Well, even he said, "okay... that's fine dear, no big deal...", but i can c dat he a bit shocked that time. Hehehehe... hmm... even on of my friend said that he got entered my bf's email but he didn't want to gave the passrd to me, i had tell my bf bot this, but... i think he wouldn't fully believe on it. And maybe, last nite he has changed his email passwrd! ^^ nevermind...
Bad news... eventough i had tell him the truth, i'm still despondent by now... i'm affraid it could made them goin touch again. And i can feel my bf had lied to me about sumthing. There's sum that he hide still on me. again, my intuition cum and ruin my heart! =( But, i do believe it.
Lastnite, it cross on my mind again, Brake-Up! I cant live like this... I cant stand with this kind of relationship. I tot my choice to tell him all about me and his ex's things culd b relieved, but it was wrong... so wrong...
Anyways, she's online by now! Do I need to say "hi" and tell her the truth that i'm not his ex-bf? Uuugghh.... i'm kind of itchy to click her nickname!!!! But i'll wait till she does it first. Hehehehe...
Hey.... I'm talking with her now... she is Just so stuborn gurL!!!! Uuugghh.... have to keep lotz of patient, i think! :P